I used to collect raccoon items in the late 1970s-early 1990s, including these ornaments
Thursday, December 24, 2020
Some 1980s Hallmark Christmas Decorations-Part 2
Monday, December 21, 2020
Some 1980s Hallmark Christmas Decorations
Sunday, December 13, 2020
Chiller Theatre Show- October 28, 2017- Part 2
Tony didn’t get any autographs. He was going to get Linda
Miller’s as Mike had done but changed his mind. He did purchase a dragon
figure. Mike bought a Pops figure, Sara Jane from “Doctor Who”. I didn’t get
anything from the vendor’s area. I did see a Castiel from “Supernatural” Pops
figure but it cost too much for me. I have 4 Doctor Who ones that were gifts. I
better not get into this collectible like I did with beanie babies- I regret
spending so much on those!
Once again, part of
me was wishing that I could have attended the “Supernatural” convention in
Secaucus. I think that it was earlier this month. They already have plans for
another one there next year. That is way beyond my budget, however. I was
curious about the cost of the gold package- for the whole weekend and a bunch
of perks- is nearly $1,000.00. I told
Mike about this and we both agree that this is insane.
We went to the
Chinese Buffet afterwards for dinner. I feel uneasy about this type of place
but did my best to make the healthiest choices that I could, except for the ice
cream. Tony had some mint chocolate chip which is my favorite flavor so I did
too. If I hadn’t snacked on 2 of Mike’s chocolate chip cookies earlier, I
wouldn’t have felt as bad about this.
Mike was telling
Tony about the Winter Con in Queens on December 2. Five stars from “Buck
Rogers” and four from “Blade Runner” are going to be there. Tony seemed a
little interested in the latter but he probably will be busy working that day.
Mike said that he would pay for my ticket so I suppose that I will go with him.
He ordered the DVDs
of “Buck Rogers” and wants me to watch it with him. I told him that I will do
so; we used to have fun watching this show and” Battlestar Galactica” together
when we were kids. We recently saw an episode of the latter in which Randolph
Mantooth was one of the guest stars.
He is hoping that
they have a 40th anniversary reunion of the Battlestar”’ people next
year at either Chiller or Winter Con. That would be nice. He met a couple of
them at other shows. I am glad that I got to see Richard Hatch at one with him
in 2008. He passed away sometime this year. I met the guy who played Boomer
like 17 years ago. Both actors were nice. My brother is more into this show
than I am, obviously. I found out that my therapist liked it too.
I kind of regret
not getting up enough courage to attend a few of the other Chiller Theatre
shows. I was too anxious to go with Tony and Mike because Dad was with them. I
missed out on seeing some “Love Boat”, “Happy Days”, and “Star Trek- TNG
“actors then. I somehow got up enough nerve this time even though he was
originally going to join us. I am such a bad girl for feeling relieved that I
didn’t have to interact with him. God must be really displeased with me because
of this.
Friday, December 11, 2020
Chiller Theatre Show- October 28, 2017- Part 1
This was such an exhausting day, both physically and
mentally. The place was crazy crowded so I was feeling pretty anxious. Somehow,
I got through all of this madness. I guess that it was worth it. Part of me
would have rather been at home watching the tennis though.
Pop didn’t come
with us because he still isn’t feeling well. Tony got the “Leave It to Beaver”
stars, Tony Dow and Jerry Mathers, autographs for him. We don’t know why he
wanted to spend even more money on them signing his DVD of that show; it was
the same expensive price for this, no deals like some stars.
Mike and I went to
the room that Randolph Mantooth was in first. Luckily, it wasn’t crowded in
there yet. Mike showed him the Halloween 1976 photos that I had printed out.
That was the year that he was dressed as a fireman, with the Emergency! helmet
and megaphone. I didn’t really hear what Mr. Mantooth said about this; I was
too nervous about getting his autograph to notice.
I can’t even
remember if I said hello to him or not before he asked my name. I spelled it
out- was that really necessary, maybe he did hear me correctly after all. I had
my photo taken with him as Mark had- the price wasn’t bad, otherwise we
wouldn’t have done so. I said thank you to him twice throughout this encounter.
I feel stupid for doing that. I should have said “Have a nice day” or “It was
nice meeting you”.
The line for Robert
Fuller was long so we decided to wait until later to go back to that. Mike hadn’t
been sure if he wanted to get his autograph or not; I kind of talked him into
it. He was still upset that the other “Emergency!” star, Kevin Tighe, wasn’t
there. Geez, he was more into this show than I even realized.
Other stars that we
saw- 3 each from “Sanford and Son” (the 2 cops and Rollo), “Land of the Lost”,
and “Little House on the Prairie” (those who played Nellie, Carrie, and
Almonzo); 4 from “Charles in Charge”, including Willie Ames; some from the
wrestling world- Mean Gene Okerlund and Nikolai Volkoff,; Lou Diamond Phillips,
Charlene Tilton, Larry Storch, Todd Bridges, and Barry Williams. I was thinking
about Sharon when I saw the latter because she loves “The Brady Bunch”.
There was a room
with music stars but I didn’t really know any of them. Melissa Manchester
wasn’t in there with them. I think that she was in the room with a guy from
“The Sopranos”. I would have to check the program booklet. Tony Danza was in
his own private room so unless you waited on the line to get his autograph, you
couldn’t even see him.
When we did return
to Mr. Fuller’s line, the lady told us that in 15 minutes he would be going to
do a panel and wouldn’t be back until about 3 p.m. We waited and prayed that we
would get to meet him before he left but the person before us was the last to
do so. If we hadn’t gone out to put our coats in the car and have a snack, we
would have been just in time.
We decided to go to
that panel. The one before this was running a bit late so we waited on line. We
found out 15 minutes later when we were about to go in the room that it was for
fan club members only. We had like 45 minutes to kill so we went to see some of
the stars that had been out on breaks and gaze at others again.
Mr. Fuller’s panel
must have been running late too- he go back to his table about 3:15. Mike was
chatting with him a bit, mentioning that he had met his friend Robert Pine at a
previous show. He seemed happy to hear this. I wasn’t as nervous talking to him
and even shook his hand as Mike did. My brother also had done this with Mr.
Mantooth earlier. I could barely look at him so no way would I have been able
to shake his hand, unless he had held his out first- it would have been rude
and strange not to reciprocate.
Tuesday, December 8, 2020
Dreamtime- March 22, 2004- Party in Maine
Mom and I were at a party at a nice beach house in Maine. Fictional
friends of the family were the hosts. Aunt Ann and her four kids, Missy, Kevin,
Donna, and Fran were there. A few of our other friends, Kathy, Helen and
Maureen were too.
We all looked
younger, as we did in about 1986. It was a little disappointing that my brother
wasn’t part of this storyline. I guess that he was unable to make it to this
get-together. I wondered why.
I was talking to a
guy who looked like the actor who plays Jamie on “EastEnders”. I wasn’t even feeling
that nervous. We chatted for about 15 minutes before he went outside to play
horseshoes with three of the other guests.
My cousin Kevin
accidentally called me Sara instead of Lara; he apologized for this. He told me
that my mother and aunt went for a walk.
I saw Missy but it
was so strange that she looked about only 10 years old. In reality, she is only
3 years younger than me so she should be 13 here. Time and other things are
often different in the holodeck. She was playing a board game, Parcheesi, with
2 other kids around her age.
While a boy was
taking his turn, she gave me a picture of a dog that she had drawn. I thanked
her for this. I folded it in half and put it in my sweater pocket.
I suddenly felt
tired, but it didn’t feel natural. It was almost as if the mean aliens were
making me feel this way. I fell asleep on the couch in the rec room. I had put
my glasses on the coffee table before doing so. When I woke up about 25 minutes
later, I could not find my glasses which made me feel panicky.
I looked around for
about 30 seconds and spotted a pair but these were not mine. Then, in other
spots throughout this room there were five more pairs, none of them mine
either. I was very upset about this. I went out into the hallway and finally
found mine on a table next to a vase of flowers. I was so relieved.
I guess that this
was yet another terrible thing that had been done to me by the aliens who
sometimes hack into Sam’s programs. It is twisted that they seem to like
upsetting me.
I went into the
living room. Fran and a few others were watching “Magnum P. I.” on a big screen
television. I watched it a little while with them and talked to Fran for a bit
during the commercials.
I decided to go
outside. On the deck, I saw Helen, Kathy, and a few other people sitting around
a picnic table. I talked to them for a little while before taking a walk.
Only about 10
minutes away from this house was a small restaurant. I wanted to see what it
was like so I went inside. I saw Mom and Aunt Ann sitting at one of the tables.
That was odd; why would they want to eat here and not at the party?
I didn’t go over to
them right away. I was looking at the photos on the wall. There were some of
famous people that had signatures on them. They must have been customers at
this place.
I saw Hall & Oates and Jon Bon Jovi,
who looked as he did in the early 1990s. He was wearing a leather jacket,
sunglasses, and was sitting on a motorcycle. I couldn’t help thinking “Oh
brother”. Even in a family storyline, that guy has to show up in it somehow.
When I went back
towards the table that my aunt and mother were at, they were no longer there.
Maybe they had walked back to the house. I started doing so too but could not
find it. Had I been going the wrong way and gotten lost? How could I have done
that though? Maybe the aliens messed with my sense of direction.
I turned around
and headed the opposite way. I was certain that I was now near the spot in
which this home was located, only it was not there anymore. I was feeling both
angry and upset. This holodeck program had been kind of cool except for when it
was being interfered with by the bullies.
They had made the
house and my friends and family disappear. I was feeling so scared and alone,
as I have been in real life. I wasn’t sure what to do next. I checked my
sweater pocket; the doggie picture was still in there.
I sat down on a
bench outside of the diner. I was feeling sleepy again so I closed my eyes.
When I opened them up a few minutes later, I saw that I was now back in my bedroom
on Earth. I noticed a piece of paper on my dresser that hadn’t been there
before; it was the drawing that my cousin had made for me.
I was glad that Sam had let me keep this. I heard his voice in my head telling me that he was sorry that he was unable to prevent the program from being corrupted. He said that he would try to find a way to stop this from happening in the future, but it would be hard because the mean aliens were extremely sneaky and highly intelligent.
Saturday, December 5, 2020
Bon Jovi Concert Memories 2000-2007- Part 4
November 4, 2007 – Prudential Center, Newark, NJ
They were doing 10 shows at this new venue. I overheard the
girl on line in front of us saying that she had purchased tickets for 7 of them.
That definitely seems kind of obsessive. Were they all for her or some for just
friends? We had craptastic seats all the
way to the side of the stage. I’m just glad that we even were at this event
despite this.
I bought the tour
book which was $30.00, the most I’ve ever paid for one of theirs. Mike talked
to a guy from Sweden when we were on line for that before the show. He got ice
cream from the Carvel stand. I was still feeling a little sick. It was stupid
that I didn’t take off my jacket; it was feeling kind of warm there. I was also
beating myself up for not putting the binocular case behind me. The seats are
small and the space between rows is narrow at this venue.
Daughtry was the
opening act. I knew 4 of the songs. We
had to stand during “Livin’ on a Prayer” because the people in front of us were
doing so and blocking our view. “Lost Highway” was the first song and” I’ll
Sleep When I’ m Dead “the last one. Mike was doing a song count – 22. We had a
really good time.
It was embarrassing
when my brother yelled out “We love you, Bon Jovi” during one point of the
show. I was happy that JBJ would sometimes come over to our side of the stage
so I got a great view of him then. Mike
teased me for using the binoculars a lot and for singing and swaying to some of
the music.
It’s such a relief being able to take the train to concerts which is why I like when they are in the city and now here. There is way too much stress driving to them. If they had one going to the Meadowlands we probably would have gone to many more events there. Well not a whole lot because of financial reasons but definitely more.
Thursday, December 3, 2020
Bon Jovi Concert Memories- 2000-2007- Part 3
Saturday July 29, 2006- Giants Stadium
My driving anxiety was very high that day. I was so happy
when I saw that Stadium and was almost there. I pictured JBJ telling me that
it’s going to be alright during the drive there. Their “Who Says You Can’t Go
Home” song was on the radio then.
Two girls invited
me to hang out with them and their guy friend in the parking lot. The guy
adjusted the bass on my car stereo so it sounds better now. They offered me a
drink but I don’t like alcohol so I said no. A friend of theirs who arrived
later said that I was brave for driving there after I told her about my driving
anxiety. She said that she would do anything for JBJ.
They all thought
that I was younger than I actually am which made me feel good.
A water balloon
was thrown and when it burst my glasses got a little wet. I wanted to wipe them
off but my idiot side wouldn’t let me. Why was I thinking that they would be
okay? When I got home I noticed that they were a bit spotty so this must’ve
spoiled my view somewhat during the show. I can’t do a damn thing right.
I also shouldn’t
have listened to the one girl who said that the opening act, Nickelback,
wouldn’t start until 8:00. I know that these acts usually begin at between 7:00
and 7:20 and thanks to me not listening to my smart side I missed 2 or 3 of
their songs. I didn’t get to my seat until around 7:30 after using the
bathroom.
I had lied to my
brother telling him that I was going to a Huey Lewis & the News concert at
PNC because I didn’t want him teasing me and saying that I’m obsessed with Bon
Jovi. I was also afraid that he might be
kind of mad at me for not asking if he wanted a ticket to this event.
It turned out that
the people that I had hung out with were in the same row as me, further down.
The one girl stood next to me after she returned from the bathroom and asked if
she could borrow my binoculars during one of my favorite songs,” Have a Nice
Day”.
I was worried that
she might drop them and they would break. My brother would be so mad if that
happened. She gave them back to me after 30 seconds but it seemed much longer
than that. All that worrying and wanting to get a closer view of Jon myself
took away from my enjoyment of this song.
I felt foolish for
dancing around/swaying to the music during “It’s My Life”,” Bad Medicine” and
part of “Livin’ On a Prayer”. I also sang along during part of that” Home”
song. It’s okay for everyone else to do such things at concerts but it never
feels right for me.
I was thinking
“He’s such a ham” and “Such a nice smile” about Jon during the show.
Afterwards, I was
feeling really anxious because I couldn’t find my car. I was waiting in it for
at least an hour so that the traffic would die down and I wouldn’t be as
stressed out about the drive home.
Further anxiety occurred when a firework exploded nearby. I screamed. I
had my radio on. One of the songs that played was “Stairway to Heaven”.
Mom was spaced out
from overdoing it on her meds before and after the concert so I was feeling
angry and upset about this. It’s hard not to let that affect my memories of
these events. They always seem to stand out more than the good times that I’ve
had at them.